TiMe ThRoUgH aN HoUrGlaSs

Monday, June 05, 2006

my hair is freaking long, my friends said i can mop the floor with it. It kind of gets in my way at times actually, especially when i play pool. I have to brush my hair to the back first, bend down (with my hair still brushed back), aim, let down my hair, and shoot.. troublesome lah. but somehow, i just like it lah.. I mean beside the few bad hair days when my hair look very flat and make me look like xiao long nu.. -.-'' i'm still quite happy with my hairstyle as a whole when its a bit puffy. the only problem now is that my face.. all those fast food and 100 plus is bloating my stomach and face. I just feel my face becoming rounder and rounder.. like a moon..(sounds familiar). hmm...
but no time to exercise ar.. projects after projects!!! damn it!
freaking stressed out lah..
last sat i was at suntec's carl's jr doing debate discussion. everyone seemed so busy finding articles after articles. and me? i was so fucking lost.. i did not know what were points! there were already a few points generated earlier on by the group, and my mind somehow just couldn't process anymore new points. i was like a lost sheep going around to everyone in the group, asking them what to do exactly, but somehow, no matter how hard to try to get the idea across my block of wooden head, it's just in vain~ i was so frustrated and yet nervous.. i was so nervous that my group members will mark me down for the contribution part in the peer evaluation for debate.. at a point of time, i couldnt take it no more and I walked out of carl's jr and went to the carpark just behind it. I stood at the carpark's lobby for about 10 minutes to try and calm my mind down. but it doesn't work at all. it just got me more stressed. I JUST HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SO LOUSY IN COMPREHENDING ENGLISH!!! haix.

bauhaus.. i still have not decided which area to work on.. architecture? thearte performance? furnitures? household appliances? textiles? or simply just focus on bauhaus's various theories or its masters? i don't know. I have already got the layout in my mind . just that i dunnoe which area to focus on, which hence affects what pictures and headings i should include. and most importantly! my dimensions.. that's another story...

logos.. have been in the library for the past 2 days. been looking at a few books on different designs of coperates trademarks. but still, its hard to get a logo which fits the funny criteria.. i mean.. "clever and efficient".. i just cant visualise it YET.. i still need more quiet thinking space.. darn it..

anyway, i just got my adobe illustrator CS by Da Jia Da, Peggy this morning. thanks alot eh. troubled her to meet me so early to transfer me the application, and i actually done something stupid after 45 mins of the first transfer.. i closed the screen of the laptop, wanting to save electricity. but i forgot that dumb mac will cut off all 'activities' when the screen is closed. haix... then in the end the 1hr long trransfer had to start all over again.
so since i just got my adobe illustrator this morning, or rather early afternn, i have not start designing anything for bauhaus or the logos yet. so for anyone who is freaked out becoz he/she has also not started yet, don't worry. there's someone(me) out there who is still trying to figure out how to use illustrator 'efficiently'. =p

whenever i'm stressed out, the first person who crosses my mind is *u*.

- hairy hair
by Dj Z @ 1:55 AM